Off topic, i just realized that this blog recently reached 1,000 hits. i'm sure that's not all that significant a number and that a lot of those are repeat hits. Still, i can't help but be amazed at how many people from how many different countries have read about our exploits. Of course, Goddess D is the draw to this blog, as She should be, but still i'm flattered. To those who are reading along, please don't feel like you have to be a stranger. Goddess and i enjoy hearing from those with similar interests. It's not like it's easy to talk about this subject matter at the local coffee shop with casual acquaintances. :) Anyway, on to this weekend's activities:
Friday
There are certain things about our ongoing experiences that i still find very surreal. One of those things is realizing just how immersed Goddess D has become in this lifestyle. When Goddess first set up Her Twitter account at Princess Sheridan's request a few months back, She initially followed Princess Sheridan and i of course, but after a little bit of time it made sense for Her to follow some more people. Logically it made sense early on for Her to follow a lot of the Dommes that i was following. It's no secret that over the years i've purchased a decent number of Femdom fetish clips and Goddess D was already somewhat familiar with many of these Dommes as She's seen many of the clips. She was unfamiliar with Twitter early on, but is now pretty comfortable on there, finding interesting people to follow on Her own and even interacting with some of them on occasion.
That is what leads me to the surreal part. I checked my Twitter when i got off work and saw a few light-hearted Tweets between Goddess D and one of those Dommes. It wasn't anything crazy, Goddess was basically just complimenting one of Her pictures or something, but still it kind of made me think about how far things have come along. It's such a little thing in the big picture but if you had told me months back that my Wife would be casually conversing with Dommes on Twitter, it wouldn't have been believable. By now, Goddess is following enough people that She doesn't even recall whose clips She's seen and usually doesn't make the connection even if She's looking at the Twitter page of a Domme She's seen before. This case was no different. Of course, being a perverted male, i had no such difficulty recalling some of the clips that Domme had produced.
For what it's worth, Goddess D commented on a picture that Sarah Diavola had Tweeted. When i arrived at home and eventually had a chance to converse with Her, i mentioned that i saw the conversation and that i thought it was so crazy how in the past we might have watched a fetish clip in the bedroom together, and now everything is on such a different level that She feels comfortable talking to these Women basically as peers. She pretty easily recognized that this was a turn-on for me as well and it didn't take Her long to have some fun with it.
It just so happens that i have a few of Sarah's ruined orgasm clips and pointed that out to Goddess D. Like i said, She didn't make the connection at first. But then curiosity got the best of Her and before long one of them was playing on the bedroom TV and not long after that i was chained to the bed. For anybody not familiar with Sarah, She's definitely got quite the mean streak and is more than capable of delivering a verbal lashing in any of Her clips (not unlike another Domme we've come to know very well!). i'm always trying to better explore and understand my kinks, but one thing i know for sure is that the verbals are absolutely critical. Visuals can go a long way, but combined with the right words, i just fall deep into submission. It's not hard to figure out where this goes. The clips are POV but Sarah really is jerking a slave from that angle. We actually watched two of those clips and both times She was mean throughout and pretty clear that all the guy was going to get was a ruined orgasm. By the end of the second clip after Goddess had edged me for a solid half hour, and i was shuddering. Probably the longest i had ever been edged continuously and when Sarah ruined that second slave's orgasm, Goddess D ruined mine within a matter of seconds. So unbelievably frustrating, but such an intense experience. i remained hard for quite a while, but eventually was put away right back into my chastity cage.
Saturday
As if Friday wasn't enough, Saturday was even more intense. i knew this was a day i was going to kind of dread. Why, you might ask? Well, if you recall not long ago Princess Sheridan made a few custom clips for Goddess D, the second of which involved Her violating my ass with Her finger for the first time ever all while being verbally berated by Princess, all followed by a paddling. It was painful all around.. We didn't have the HD webcam at that point, nor had we shared much of any footage with Princess Sheridan. We really were kind of late to the game when it came to actually filming ourselves, but i think once Princess realized we were open to taking video, She requested that we "re-enact" the scene so She could use some of the footage for Her clip.
Which reminds me... i do believe in my last blog post i mentioned how much i love Princess Sheridan's way with words. When we were unable to film one weekend i made a comment to Princess that She was welcome to know more about our schedules if it helped Her plan out the timing for working on the clip. She responded with this doozy...
Is it weird that this made me smile? Yeah, i guess it is. i just can't help but love Her ability to drop a message like this at pretty much any time. It almost made me feel better about the fact that i was going to get my ass fucked again. Almost.
Well, on to the ass fucking. Damn, this was uncomfortable. Goddess this time took it up a notch. She had me lay face down on the bed, stomach on a pillow so i wasn't completely crushing the chastity device, and then cuffed my hands to the headboard and my legs to the foot of the bed. There was going to be no escaping this one even if i tried. Goddess filmed all of the cuffing exercise, then started playing Princess Sheridan's custom clip again. Before you know it, there's a finger in my ass. As if that wasn't enough, She eventually worked a dildo in there. My ass felt weird for the next few days. i can't say this was pleasurable for me. The only pleasure came from knowing that Goddess D was having fun and that Princess Sheridan was probably going to very much enjoy watching this torture. Here's an embarrassing photo from the ordeal...
That clip ran for 17 minutes. Something was in my ass for about 14 of it. Argh.
So we're done right? Nope. Time to get cropped, flogged and paddled. New clip. Ten times with each item. The crop was somewhat tolerable. The flogger was more difficult to deal with and Goddess marked up my body from legs to upper back. But that damn paddle, omg does it hurt. By the 6th swat i was almost crying and on the verge of begging Goddess to stop. She slowed down a little bit to as to avoid that situation, and eventually we got to 10. But ouch. Sure, i guess i'm a huge pussy about this. But you can't look at this screen grab and tell me that i didn't take some kind of beating!
Princess was happy with this clip as well, 10 minutes in length, although She always seems to want more:
That's because of my uncontrollable screaming from the pain i suppose. A gag would control that somewhat. i swear i'd take 30 swats from the flogger before 10 from the paddle. It's just awful.
When this was done, i just put my head down a broken mess, so relieved that it was over. Princess received the footage late that night and to my amazement as late as it was seemed to watch just about all of it. i found the footage embarrassing. She must have really found it entertaining!
Sunday
On Sunday, we filmed a few more bedroom scenes. Some edging. Some facesitting. Goddess D definitely teased the camera some and had some things to say. Every time we had something exciting going though, i swear our dog (normally pretty mild mannered) messed it up by barging into the room or barking for seemingly no reason. That was enough to kill the mood. We'll go back through the footage at some point as some of it was pretty good.
Regardless, that wasn't the most interesting happening of the day. As i said above, and as i eluded to in the last blog post, Goddess has started drawing interest from potential subs. i have no idea how much of it will materialize into anything, but there was no shortage of interested men this past weekend. Suddenly, She may be filming Her first custom POV clip soon. A few subs have inquired about Her being their keyholder. There was even an inquiry about whether She would sell Her used stinky socks. All of this was pretty overwhelming to Her at first, but exciting. This is where i'm very happy that Princess Sheridan is in Goddess D's corner and is such an amazing mentor to Her. i find the business fascinating but i have no idea how Goddess should handle some of this stuff. Princess seemed to calmly point out to Goddess that She's a Domme and can do whatever She wants. If it's worth Her time to send out stinky socks for a certain price then She will. If not, She won't. Same goes for any custom video, virtual keyholder, or any other request. Early on though, She does seem to love the attention. With that will come some bullshit as well i'm sure, but it comes with the territory.
In summary, needless to say we'll have to get a clip store running. Goddess just posted a poll asking what kind of material people would like to see. She'll do whatever She feels like doing of course, but if i work up the courage i suppose the clips referenced in this post might see the light of day. From the poll results so far, it seems like there's interest across the entire spectrum of Femdom activities. There's still no real timeline on this but a store may be up sooner rather than later. We're just taking it one day at a time. And that reminds me that i'm only a few days away from day 100 straight without a pleasurable orgasm. Why do i get the feeling that Goddess D is going to have some fun with that at my expense?
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