Monday, May 30, 2016

An Unexpected Double Domme Experience

Goddess D and i have, as you may have noticed by now, a relationship that can be described as adventurous and a bit unconventional. This sometimes includes "adult" experiences that would not be acceptable for most couples. Like, for example, the fact that i am owned by Goddess D but also take orders from Princess Sheridan at times. These are the types of experiences that i have personally sought out, but would never be possible without Goddess D being extremely understanding and open minded about my sexual interests. She has not only embraced these interests but genuinely has fun exploring them with me, to the point where She has now become a full fledged Domme with other subs of Her own, and enjoys it. i'd even go so far to say it's way more about Her interests than my own at this point.

One other such "adult" experience that has been a part of our marriage at times is the occasional visit to strip clubs. Sometimes we go together, but there are times that i visit with friends as well. As this subject has been brought up with Princess Sheridan, it hasn't been met with much enthusiasm. i can understand how She might view my getting a dance from another Woman as a disloyal and disrespectful act to Her and Goddess D, and not very submissive in nature. i could probably write a whole separate blog post about my level of submissiveness and the things that i have enjoyed and not so much enjoyed about all of these sub experiences thus far, but i'll save that for another day. The point is, these visits are always an extension of my fantasies. If i do get dances from a Woman, i return to Goddess D and tell Her. She makes me pay the price in a variety of ways. She often gets turned on by it and most certainly i'm susceptible to an even worse case of blue balls than ever before, in addition to a bit of a physical beat down.

Princess Sheridan has made suggestions however about my visits to these clubs with Goddess D. She suggested that visiting with Goddess D while wearing my chastity cage would be a powerful demonstration of Her control over me. This is something that, frankly, neither one of us were ever comfortable with attempting. i have no idea how the average girl at such a club would react to a device like that and i'm nervous about ending up having an awkward interaction with such a girl or even worse, with security. i explained this to Princess Sheridan and She really didn't want to hear it. All along She thought it would be an amazing opportunity for us and insisted upon it, but we've never taken such a step to date.

In the past few weeks, i visited such an establishment where i ran into a Woman, more aggressive in nature than most, that i had some experiences with previously. i actually shared a bit of info about what Goddess D and i have been up to, particularly the part about going a long time without orgasm and chastity, and She really took an interest and seemed open to meeting Goddess D. We visited together a few days later and sure enough, this Woman and Goddess kind of hit it off. While She paid a lot of attention to me on my previous visit, this time She just went straight to Goddess D and spent the entire time on Her lap while i was kind of an afterthought. As a matter of fact Goddess D in the first minute told Her to call me a loser, and She did so immediately. This was shaping up to be something quite new and i was getting a little nervous.

After a few drinks and some time getting to know each other, the idea of the three of us getting a private room came up. This isn't usually something i like to do. It obviously can get expensive, but to me this was a potential "once in a lifetime" type of experience and we went for it. This dancer really wanted to learn a few things from Goddess D about being a Domme.

The time in the back started out tame enough. Goddess D did take off Her shirt and at least early on, the Woman kind of ran with things, wanting me to double up on Goddess D with Her and make Her feel good. Probably a common approach She takes when giving dances to a couple. Before long though, once I was the one seated, things got pretty wild. i expected maybe to get danced on, possibly taunted for not having cum in so long, etc. But this ended up being nothing of the sort. Things got extremely physical. i can't even recall how it got to this point but before long Goddess D was holding my arms while the other Woman was encouraged to smack me in the balls. It hurt like hell of course, as i can't really take much of that very easily. Still, i was wearing jeans and that provided enough protection for it to be somewhat bearable, and i started to get hard. The Woman noticed that i was getting hard and the position of my dick and pretty much pointed it out to Goddess D, and they both started wailing on it harder. Goddess D then held my arms again and told Her to bite it. That was a new one but yes, Goddess held my arms while a stripper sunk Her teeth into my manhood over the jeans. Unreal. Next they removed my belt and had me on all fours. Goddess D observed while this Woman smacked me in the ass with the belt. This was surely something She's done to the bachelor for bachelor parties, so i wasn't as surprised about this, that is until she kicked me in the ass knocking me to the floor when She was done. Almost forgot also that somewhere in the middle of all of this, the two of them were making out right in front of me. Not a cliche male fantasy or anything right? Obviously i'm a lucky man. Once back on the couch, time was finally up and one of the bouncers came in to tell us it was time to go. We were rowdy, so i immediately stood up not wanting to get in trouble. This Woman's instinct took over and right in front of this guy, she kicked me square in the gut, right back onto the couch!

After all of this, the dancer insisted on getting Goddess D's phone number and sharing some contact information. She seemed excited about the possibility of my visiting again but with the chastity device on, so if that can be prearranged when we know She'll be there, maybe it will happen. After all of that back-and-forth with Princess and my hesitancy, She was quick to say "I told you so". It was a matter of working out the details, but perhaps i shouldn't have been so quick to dismiss Her ideas. Don't get me wrong, i loved Her ideas, but just couldn't see any practical way to make it happen. Suddenly, there are a few "in person" double Domme possibilities developing. Maybe they make their way to the clip store, but probably not. Still very fun to think about the possibilities!

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

New Experiences, New Opportunities

In my last post i expressed confidence that i'd be posting more often, and yet here we are almost a month later with this being my first new post. So many amazing things are happening in terms of a whole world continuing to open up for us. D is hearing from new people through email and Twitter all the time, and as one would expect the spectrum is wide. Some people just wasting Her time, others are providing positive feedback on clips, some are going so far as to become Her online subs, and there's even a case of another couple similar to us kind of reaching out and trying to be more adventurous in their own relationship. That last one in particular is especially cool to me. Much in the way Princess Sheridan reached out to Goddess D and acted as a mentor to Her with this subject matter, Goddess D is now conversing with a woman and having productive conversations. At a minimum they can share feelings and experiences and sort of compare notes with each other, and best case what we're doing in our clips maybe provides some ideas they'll use in their own relationship.

D and i of course use a lot of discretion in the way we interact with people, careful to protect our identities and respect the privacy of those we interact with as well. That being said, now that D has a successful clip store and is at least in some small way a part of this industry, we've had interaction with a few other established Dommes, most notably Princess Sheridan of course, who got this entire ball rolling by expressing interest in speaking with Goddess D. None of this would have been possible or nearly as successful without Her influence. Conversations with other Dommes have been discussion only, more of a learning and networking thing than anything else. A lot of great advice has been shared with us when it comes to shooting clips, managing a clip store, etc. It's crazy to say but some of these Dommes have even suggested (perhaps just being nice) the possibility of shooting with D at some point in our travels. Admittedly, that seems like a significant leap right now. Make no mistake that we're still total amateurs at this, lacking the equipment and expertise to even come close to the levels of quality seen in some of the better established stores. Regardless, even an opportunity to meet up for lunch or drinks with some people who are well established in the industry is kind of cool to think about and may very well happen at some point. It's weird to go from being a general fan and distant observer to being kind of embedded in this world. The clip store, to my surprise, is continuing to succeed at a level beyond expected.

The chemistry between D and i continues to evolve now that we're so much more in the public eye. Sometimes we are both so busy things feel the way they used to feel., but other times i come home and unexpectedly am ordered to kiss Her feet for a rather long amount of time. She's always very careful to make sure i know my place with such reminders. When it comes to the on camera stuff, to be honest i don't know how much more i can take. Physically, i feel the effects of what She's done to me every single day. At this point i'm always on edge having not experienced a full orgasm in 166 days. She makes me look into Her eyes as she coldly explains that basically there's no end in sight, that i have every reason to be worried. Intense as hell without a doubt, but wow i really do strongly desire some relief at this point and it feels completely hopeless.

In one recent development, i do have a new chastity cage. The ring on the previous one broke and although we did pick up the replacement part, it was a good opportunity to try something different. We went with the Holy Trainer device which, when combined with an accessory called the "guardian", fits so much more comfortably. This one really forces any erection straight down and just seems more effective. It has me feeling more owned than ever.

To conclude, this all continues to be a whirlwind. It seems impossible at times to keep up with real life and all it can throw at us, in addition to editing responsibilities that take up a significant amount of time. D of course is more consumed with Her subs and there are many times there just aren't enough hours in the day. Not going to lie, but sometimes it's so hyper busy that it's a challenge to enjoy all of this as much as we'd both like. Hopefully some things slow down so we can stay in the groove!