In my last post i expressed confidence that i'd be posting more often, and yet here we are almost a month later with this being my first new post. So many amazing things are happening in terms of a whole world continuing to open up for us. D is hearing from new people through email and Twitter all the time, and as one would expect the spectrum is wide. Some people just wasting Her time, others are providing positive feedback on clips, some are going so far as to become Her online subs, and there's even a case of another couple similar to us kind of reaching out and trying to be more adventurous in their own relationship. That last one in particular is especially cool to me. Much in the way Princess Sheridan reached out to Goddess D and acted as a mentor to Her with this subject matter, Goddess D is now conversing with a woman and having productive conversations. At a minimum they can share feelings and experiences and sort of compare notes with each other, and best case what we're doing in our clips maybe provides some ideas they'll use in their own relationship.
D and i of course use a lot of discretion in the way we interact with people, careful to protect our identities and respect the privacy of those we interact with as well. That being said, now that D has a successful clip store and is at least in some small way a part of this industry, we've had interaction with a few other established Dommes, most notably Princess Sheridan of course, who got this entire ball rolling by expressing interest in speaking with Goddess D. None of this would have been possible or nearly as successful without Her influence. Conversations with other Dommes have been discussion only, more of a learning and networking thing than anything else. A lot of great advice has been shared with us when it comes to shooting clips, managing a clip store, etc. It's crazy to say but some of these Dommes have even suggested (perhaps just being nice) the possibility of shooting with D at some point in our travels. Admittedly, that seems like a significant leap right now. Make no mistake that we're still total amateurs at this, lacking the equipment and expertise to even come close to the levels of quality seen in some of the better established stores. Regardless, even an opportunity to meet up for lunch or drinks with some people who are well established in the industry is kind of cool to think about and may very well happen at some point. It's weird to go from being a general fan and distant observer to being kind of embedded in this world. The clip store, to my surprise, is continuing to succeed at a level beyond expected.
The chemistry between D and i continues to evolve now that we're so much more in the public eye. Sometimes we are both so busy things feel the way they used to feel., but other times i come home and unexpectedly am ordered to kiss Her feet for a rather long amount of time. She's always very careful to make sure i know my place with such reminders. When it comes to the on camera stuff, to be honest i don't know how much more i can take. Physically, i feel the effects of what She's done to me every single day. At this point i'm always on edge having not experienced a full orgasm in 166 days. She makes me look into Her eyes as she coldly explains that basically there's no end in sight, that i have every reason to be worried. Intense as hell without a doubt, but wow i really do strongly desire some relief at this point and it feels completely hopeless.
In one recent development, i do have a new chastity cage. The ring on the previous one broke and although we did pick up the replacement part, it was a good opportunity to try something different. We went with the Holy Trainer device which, when combined with an accessory called the "guardian", fits so much more comfortably. This one really forces any erection straight down and just seems more effective. It has me feeling more owned than ever.
To conclude, this all continues to be a whirlwind. It seems impossible at times to keep up with real life and all it can throw at us, in addition to editing responsibilities that take up a significant amount of time. D of course is more consumed with Her subs and there are many times there just aren't enough hours in the day. Not going to lie, but sometimes it's so hyper busy that it's a challenge to enjoy all of this as much as we'd both like. Hopefully some things slow down so we can stay in the groove!
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