Often, there isn't even any intent to film anything and the mood strikes Goddess D to do something crazy to me. The store opened less than 4 days ago and there are already clips in so many categories. She's done a POV clip, She's spit in my mouth, violated my ass, whipped and paddled me, farted in my face audibly twice, facesat me relentlessly (in and out of chastity), and one of the few times She had me out of chastity, She delivered one of the most agonizing ruined orgasms i've ever experienced. In case you haven't seen it, this gif tells the story.
i didn't know for sure that this was what Goddess was going to do to me, but once She did and i got over the initial wave of frustration, i was just thinking wow, i'd buy that clip. There are still times that i wonder what got into Her. The way She taunts me in this clip while that single drop slowly makes its appearance is so evil. You can hear the excitement in Her voice. You just can't fake that kind of fun, all at my expense. It's so humiliating and so real and i may never get any relief from Her torture. Any time i play one of these clips back and listen to Her laughing or see the genuine smile on Her face, it sinks in just how much trouble i'm in. This is life now.
One thing that i am finding a little disturbing, though i guess i'll have to get over it, is having what used to be an extremely private part of my body on display like that. Strangely enough it didn't bother me much when in chastity, but let's just say it's an adjustment. Fortunately, Goddess D's presence is able to compensate for that thing being on camera (i hope most would agree).
Anyway, i made it a point to tell Princess Sheridan that i now have an even greater respect for the hard work She puts into Her stores. Goddess does the dominating, but the responsibilities of editing clips goes primarily to me. Goddess of course tells me what She wants. It was Her idea for example on the "Introducing Goddess D" clip to insert little snips of Her doing things to me as She talked about them in the POV clip. Brilliant idea by the way as i thought that clip came out really well. Princess also seems very impressed with the way Goddess has taken to this. She really does sound like a pro Domme. It's clear this was in there all along but it's to a whole new level now.
In order for a c4s store to be activated, there has to be at least 10 unique clips. Little did i know how much time it takes to edit each one and how long they take to upload! After a few days of struggling with the process, i was presented with something to contend with in that if everything wasn't up and running by the end of the day Thursday, the paddle might be a consequence. i do believe i got to bed at 5 AM that night! It's one thing to have the footage and descriptions ready. It's an entirely different thing to review the clips beginning to end to make sure faces aren't showing, to cut out certain unusable sections of clip, etc. So that's why there hasn't been any time to blog. Editing and then the fact that when sales started piling up this past weekend, Goddess just kept wanting to torture me more and more.
The sales results have been interesting early on. Apparently, there's quite a market for farting out there! i guess i'll take that over being paddled, but there's probably going to be some nasty activities in the future as Goddess gets legitimate amusement out of humiliating me that way and to top it all off, those clips are apparently not all that easy to find and quite popular. A custom clip request on that topic is actually being discussed and could mean a rough go for me. The script asks Goddess to be even meaner to me than She already is! The ruined orgasm clip has been popular as well and anything with chastity. i can't say i'm disappointed that nobody has had too much interest in seeing my ass fucked so far! :) i'm not naive though. i know that won't protect me from having it happen again.
Another amazing thing is the Twitter reaction at times. There are too many Dommes to name, but Goddess has been liked and followed and retweeted by so many Dommes that we've been familiar with for a long time. It's crazy to see Goddess post a pic or gif from one of the clips and to see immediate likes from somebody like Ellie Idol or Ezada Sinn, just to name a few. One of the chastity clips and the ruined orgasm clip are climbing c4s leaderboards faster than either of us could've ever imagined! Even if short-lived, it's very cool to see. And of course, it's always an absolute privilege to get Princess Sheridan's seal of approval!
There are so many things i could go on and on about, but i'll have to save it for another day. Just had to check in and get a post in before any more time passed. i'll leave you with this devastatingly sexy picture of Goddess D, even if it happens to be devastatingly frustrating for me to view...
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