Goddess D and i were already in quite the groove before this all got so much more intense. As mentioned, i've been in chastity (or at least denied orgasm) since late November, longer than any previous experience. To clarify that a bit, i'm let out before work, and put back when i return from work. i do not wear the device when we're out with friends or family, but have worn it out of the house when going out for dinner or drinks with Goddess D. It's just a comfort level thing for us. We'd rather not have my male friends noticing that i'm not using the urinal, or take a chance that the device be somewhat visible or that one of my idiot friends decides to smack me in the balls as a joke (rare but it's happened). i also live a fairly active lifestyle and need to be free of the device when doing anything athletic. Regardless of whether the device is on or off, i obey Goddess D and know better than to try and sneak anything.
One other time that the device may come off, is when Goddess D decides she wants to take me out to play. This happens fairly often on weekends, and usually leads to a terrifying case of blue balls. It's actually so bad sometimes that i have trouble walking normally for a while. Whenever She does this, i'm restrained to the bed because honestly, i do get so riled up that i probably would reach the point where i couldn't control myself. She has edged me with her hands and taken me to the brink of orgasm (in one case so far that a few drops came out, though i got no satisfaction out of it), and has even ridden me for brief periods of time before hopping off to take care of herself. I've lost track of the number of times She's just laid a pillow down over my raging erection, laid Her head back on the pillow with her ass on my face, only to get herself off with a vibrator inches from my nose. That or something like that has happened several times by now while i've been denied. Imagine being locked back into chastity after all that. It's unbearable!
What i described in the above paragraph is extremely hot to me, and of course i've never had anything to complain about. However, if there's one area in which Goddess D has struggled in the past, and She'd be the first to admit this, it has involved the verbal interaction. When to say something, how to say it, etc. Often things have been hot in the bedroom and just sort of back to normal when out of the bedroom. Enter Princess Sheridan...
As I mentioned in my last blog entry, after some of the sexual torture i had been enduring, i was extremely aroused one weekend and came across Princess Sheridan's website. i ordered a custom clip from Her and exchanged a few messages with Her over the period of several days on the subject of getting Goddess D involved (She was not being referred to as Goddess D at that time, yet). After kind of dragging my feet getting Goddess D warmed up to the idea, shortly after I let Princess Sheridan know that Goddess D was willing to set up a Twitter account, i received this message from Princess:
"Put her on...go away...I want to talk to Her."
And suddenly, my heart started to race. Goddess D and i have been together long enough where although we have a lot of fun together, i generally know what to expect. This step right here was new territory, a serious relinquishment of control.
They chatted for a little while, and it seemed to go well. After some brief back-and-forth, i was asked to help get Goddess D's Twitter account set up so they could talk to each other privately, so of course i did so. In addition, Princess ordered me to write down all of my logins and passwords for Goddess. Once the new Twitter account was ready, Goddess ordered me to get down on all fours. This was far from a typical request of course, but who was i to disobey? i got down on all fours and Goddess kicked her feet up on my back to use me as a footstool while She continued her conversation with Princess Sheridan on Her own account. i had no idea what they were talking about, but Goddess was giggling, clearly entertained by some of the ideas Princess was sharing with Her. It didn't take long before I was addressing Her as Goddess, being called "pathetic" and a "loser" to my face with intense eye contact. She didn't crack a smirk or anything. i was just being degraded and She was taking no crap from me. The transformation was so rapid i didn't know what hit me.
After some time at this, She had me get up and led me to the adjacent bedroom. i was told to kneel on the floor with my back to the door, and stay there. Goddess D returned to the other room to continue Her conversation with Princess Sheridan. i was there for a long time. It felt like an hour but i have no idea. I listened to Goddess D's laughter in the other room. Whatever was being said had Her thoroughly entertained. Occasionally, She would return to me only to reprimand me if I shifted my posture, and to continue degrading me (i wish i could remember all of what was said, because i'm not doing it justice). Just when i thought it had gone as far as it was going to go, She spit in my face. But then She didn't think She spit well enough the first time, so She kept practicing. It was like target practice. One on the cheek, next one in the eye. Then She just went back into the other room to continue her chat while i remained kneeling. By the time i was allowed back up, i was incredibly uncomfortable, but pretty excited. i was in chastity the entire time of course, and was dripping precum in response to was happening.
Goddess D then told me that i was going to take Her out to a bar or restaurant. When i returned to my laptop, Princess Sheridan had sent me some additional messages. She asked me to promise to be obedient, informed me that Goddess D was out there, had no limits and that i was fucked now. Just when i thought our conversation was about over, Princess Sheridan ordered me to ask Goddess D to spit in my face before we left the house, and to have fun. Yikes. Following orders near the garage door, i asked her to spit in my face. She did. i was just in a different world at that point. All of this was surreal. Goddess D took it even further by telling me that i was basically never getting out of chastity, while also driving the point home that i'm a loser. i got hard enough in my chastity device that i had to crouch down to ease the pain.
We visited a local bar. i was sure to get the door for Goddess in every instance. This was a rare case in which i was wearing the chastity device in public. We each ordered a beer, and it didn't take long for Goddess to take my beer, take a sip out of it, and spit it back in the glass. She did this very casually to where nobody in the bar would notice, but did it every time i ordered a drink. i have to assume this was an idea Princess Sheridan provided Goddess D that had her giggling, but at the same time i also know that Goddess D was running with some of these ideas and improvising a few things on Her own. Our time at the bar was filled with great conversation about all of this interaction. It was a heck of a bonding experience and brand new to both of us. We shared ideas, discussed some of what was happening, and in many subtle ways Goddess continued to demonstrate her dominance over me while we were sitting there. Although neither of us are the types that would want to make a scene in public, being out in the presence of other people while all of this was happening felt a little dangerous and exciting.
By the time we left the bar it was pretty late, so we returned home and called it a night. i provided Princess Sheridan with an update of how the date went, and that was that. Since that night, much of this interaction has continued. i've received tasks from Princess Sheridan, some of which are designed to impact the way i address Goddess D. And then of course there was the humbling body writing pic of me on Twitter. Goddess D and Princess Sheridan continue to interact regularly and share ideas, most of which i know nothing about (which makes it all the more exciting).
Speaking of Twitter, Princess Sheridan has been a huge influence on Goddess D's Twitter page. We're getting more and more comfortable with taking some of these pictures and posting them. The following picture in particular, which of course i took while in chastity, has gotten a ton of positive feedback. Some of that feedback has even come from other Dommes who have commented on it.
As a side note, i had some credits left over on a webcam site, and obviously i'm horny all the time now so i jumped into a brief chat with a Domme during some down time. We discussed a lot of what has been happening with my current predicament, which i have to assume is a little bit unique compared to what She hears from Her average customer. The Domme in the chat actually remembered this image from Her Twitter feed, pulled up this pic on her cell phone and showed it to me on cam, asking if this was my Wife. Pretty unexpected and pretty cool. (By the way... No, i'm not seeking any more owners. Two is enough! i would refer to that webcam session as just another way to torment myself.)
To conclude, i'm sure there are a ton of mindblowing experiences ahead in my future, though i take nothing for granted. Even if it all stopped right here i'm fortunate to have experienced what i have to this point. i am lucky beyond anything that could ever be expected to be living this life. Regardless of what does come in the future, there's one thing i can say for sure... i will never forget the day of the first conversation between Goddess D and Princess Sheridan.
By the time we left the bar it was pretty late, so we returned home and called it a night. i provided Princess Sheridan with an update of how the date went, and that was that. Since that night, much of this interaction has continued. i've received tasks from Princess Sheridan, some of which are designed to impact the way i address Goddess D. And then of course there was the humbling body writing pic of me on Twitter. Goddess D and Princess Sheridan continue to interact regularly and share ideas, most of which i know nothing about (which makes it all the more exciting).
Speaking of Twitter, Princess Sheridan has been a huge influence on Goddess D's Twitter page. We're getting more and more comfortable with taking some of these pictures and posting them. The following picture in particular, which of course i took while in chastity, has gotten a ton of positive feedback. Some of that feedback has even come from other Dommes who have commented on it.
As a side note, i had some credits left over on a webcam site, and obviously i'm horny all the time now so i jumped into a brief chat with a Domme during some down time. We discussed a lot of what has been happening with my current predicament, which i have to assume is a little bit unique compared to what She hears from Her average customer. The Domme in the chat actually remembered this image from Her Twitter feed, pulled up this pic on her cell phone and showed it to me on cam, asking if this was my Wife. Pretty unexpected and pretty cool. (By the way... No, i'm not seeking any more owners. Two is enough! i would refer to that webcam session as just another way to torment myself.)
To conclude, i'm sure there are a ton of mindblowing experiences ahead in my future, though i take nothing for granted. Even if it all stopped right here i'm fortunate to have experienced what i have to this point. i am lucky beyond anything that could ever be expected to be living this life. Regardless of what does come in the future, there's one thing i can say for sure... i will never forget the day of the first conversation between Goddess D and Princess Sheridan.
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