What led up to it really wasn't all that notable compared to what has been described in other posts. It was early on Saturday and we were just waking up. Goddess as She often does decided it was time to play and She cuffed me to the bed and took me out of my cage. She edges me often this way to get Herself off with the intention of denying me completely of course. The 70+ days denied and regular teasing and edging sessions with Goddess D, clips from Princess Sheridan and all of the other stimuli finally took a toll. While Goddess was edging me i felt myself getting really close much faster than normal. Goddess instructed me to warn Her to stop if i was getting too close, and i did. It didn't even matter. She stopped stroking me and it just still kept building until a mess just started pouring out uncontrollably.
In the past, Goddess would have probably been slightly amused and thought little of this. After all, this was completely uncontrollable no matter how much i tried to hold it in. It was in this moment that i realized just how far She has come as a Domme, because wow did She go off on me. This was no longer about me at all. It was about the fact that She was in a good rhythm and my worthless cock erupting distracted that rhythm. She had to stop what She was doing to keep it from getting on our sheets and didn't appreciate it at all, loudly calling me a pathetic piece of shit or something along those lines, and she caught me completely off guard by actually smacking me in the dick. This was not my wife of the past! Not long after this was all over i'm pretty sure that Goddess was proud of herself for the way She went off on me and messaged Princess Sheridan to tell Her all about it. i'm treated like nothing more than a toy to be used for their amusement at times. (A dream come true, clearly!)
After this happened, it got me thinking about how best to describe the counter posted on this site. i'm in chastity the majority of the time, but we all know i'm out of chastity often enough. i decided that in order to not be too misleading it made sense to change the counter from "days in chastity" to "days without pleasurable orgasm". That count has now reached 75 days and probably will continue for the foreseeable future. Honestly, a big part of me definitely misses being able to have real orgasms! i have all these clips and amazing experiences at this point and can do nothing about it! Yet, being controlled in this way never stops being hot as hell. Goddess D has suggested more than once getting to day 100, ruining an orgasm (and filming it) and starting over. But that's not really starting over! The fact that She would go so far as to even hint that 3 ruined orgasms and no real ones in a year would be a possible plan has me aching in frustration and arousal!
You'd think that would be enough for a day, but nope. We took a break so we could handle some real world tasks, and later that evening it was time for Goddess D to get out the saran wrap and basically turn me into a mummy and then do whatever She wanted with me. This was surprisingly effective. It's one thing to be tied or cuffed but in this position i was especially helpless...
Since this was the first time Goddess D had ever restrained me this way, She didn't keep me this way overnight or anything, although that was initially the plan. It's amazing how hot and uncomfortable it gets laying like this for a while. Eventually i'm sure i'll have to just deal with it as She won't always be so kind and She'll probably do much nastier things to me and leave me to think about it all night.
This time though, it was more of an opportunity for Goddess D to play it up for the webcam and to converse with Princess Sheridan. Once i was wrapped up, Princess wanted to work with Goddess D on her Domme skills. When reading sissy's blog not long ago i saw that Princess actually role played as a sub for sissy at one point in order to allow him some practice as a Domme. So after reading that i had a pretty good sense that She was about to try the same out with Goddess D. Goddess laid the laptop down on my chest and sat on my face while typing furiously to Princess Sheridan for quite a while. i just laid there the entire time with Goddess ass in my face while they had fun role playing Domme/sub with each other. As they were winding down in their discussion, Goddess just slugged me in the stomach out of nowhere. Oh, that was Princess Sheridan saying hello. Goddess D had no problem sending that message along to me.
For the next hour, Goddess facesat me, spit in my mouth multiple times, lightly trampled me and just did whatever She wished. She then got out the scissors and cut away some of the saran wrap so She could pull my chastised cock out and play with that. She couldn't have done that soon enough because it was getting crushed with the laptop a bit and just really needed some air. This isn't a pretty sight at all and we wisely kept these pics off Twitter as a result, but you can see just how red i was down there after Goddess pulled me up through the plastic.
Oh, and of course Goddess had to get Her vibrator ready. She gets so excited while torturing me. More so now than ever before. As Princess Sheridan said, the power is intoxicating and sure enough, Goddess D is very much embracing and enjoying being a Domme.
Goddess rode me a bit, edged me, had an orgasm Herself and pretty much gave me a facial with it when She was done. Once again, just used as a toy and discarded.
One other recent development is that Princess Sheridan has provided me with a link to purchase a variety of whips, paddles, etc, and has informed me that Goddess D will be marking Her property. i submitted the order yesterday. i'm not sure if this was always in the plans or the result of anything specific i did to deserve it, but either way i'm kind of petrified on this one. This is one of those things i've never been really into but at the same time it doesn't cross a hard boundary for me. So i guess i'm just going to have to take it. i want to please Princess Sheridan and Goddess D of course and it's always an honor to submit to them.
i'm still very much adjusting to being a 24/7 sub. There are times that i worry i don't have all of the subbie qualities that Princess expects and even candidly admitted as much to Goddess D during a very open and honest conversation about all of the wonderful craziness that has been happening lately. The funny thing is i must have phrased my concerns poorly because Goddess D may have taken it as if i was considering quitting or something, which was NEVER the case. The beauty of it was Goddess' reaction though. She just basically said no, we're not quitting. She likes this too much is having too much fun and seems 100% determined to continue on. That's both amazing to me and scary at the same time. Three months ago, in my wildest dreams i couldn't have imagined a case where i would the one expressing concerns about being dominated while my Wife was the one all gung ho about it and wanting more!
Everything about this has been a welcome challenge. And believe me it is a challenge at times. One thing that i never anticipated would be all the different ways that Princess would challenge me to put Goddess D first and to consider Her needs at all times. i firmly believe we've had one of the healthiest and most well respected marriages around before this even started, and yet these experiences are bringing us even closer every day. Who knew that femdom could be so powerful on that level? Well, it's not just femdom on its own. It's also Princess Sheridan, a one-of-a-kind Domme who dove head first into the complexity of getting involved with a married couple on this level. i don't think most Dommes would even be willing to take the chance of getting intertwined in all of the swirling feelings and emotions within a marriage and this super intense subject matter. Not only was She willing, but She was looking for such an opportunity.
i'll fearfully be keeping an eye out for what comes in the mail. Can't say i'd be too disappointed if those shipments don't arrive until next week. :)
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